Today I shall speak about the preliminaries to
meditation. Master speaks about the necessity of
sitting in a particular posture and one of
controlling the several limbs and sitting in a
convenient one. The ancients have prescribed 'padmasana'
or 'siddhasana' as the most efficacious for
meditation purposes. That is to say that we are
sitting just as to control all the forces of the
body and naturally in this, concentration or
attention on the object before us or in the
heart is easy. We are not going to have
discussion as to how far Asana is helpful for
physical welfare. That point is for those who
believe that the control of the body is the
control of the mind. We believe, on the other
hand, that the control of mind is the control of
the body. That is why modern vyayama or hatha
yoga practices are inversions of truth.
Secondly, in many of the systems, Padmasana is
practiced. And then, to sit in that posture we
have to fold in our feet and keep our back
straight. It is stated that if the back is
straight, God's grace will flow from above from
the Brahma randhra down to the system steadily
and smoothly. Some others have held that the
Kundalini will be raised when the spine is erect
as all the kundalini centres are placed on the
spine. We do not believe in any of these things.
We believe that it is natural to us and we do
not believe that God's grace will flow down the
spine or go up the spine. On the other hand
whatever is helpful for meditation on the heart
is correct.
Now meditation on the heart is very important
as I have already stated, for it is the centre
of circulation of blood and we know that most of
our heart attacks are due to disturbances of the
blood. There is a theory which was practiced or
adumbrated in the west. A man's temperament
depends upon the kind of blood that he has. Now
if we understand this blood-relationship with
our mind and also the ancient view that the seat
of the mind is in the heart and not the head,
then we have gone a long way to understand the
technique of meditation on the heart. Once we
sit in a particular place it is good, in fact we
are adapted to a particular place, in a
particular pose which is easy and not rigid. We
do not try to compel the body because the
reactions from the body later will be bad. We
have to tune the body and not to keep it tight.
That attitude is easy for effective meditation.
Many of the abhyasis feel that meditation is a
very arduous task. It will be arduous if you
make it a strange thing for your system. But if
you can take it in an easy way it will be good.
Of course, I do not advise that we should lie
down and do meditation. Some people have asked
me the question whether they can lie down and
meditate. What can I say? I consider it is not
etiquette leave alone its necessity for a lazy
fellow. All that I say is let us observe
etiquette in regard to the high powers that we
are inviting. That is proper meditation. Then we
sit not in anxiety, not in fear, but seeking the
life blood which will flow into our system. Then
we are bound to be considerate about the power
that comes to us. We should not be sluggish,
lazy and should not come to meditation as if we
are going to sleep, though some times we feel
sleepy during meditation. In such cases what
happens is that we are in meditation which is
akin to sleep. But that is not sleep at all.
Because that is a state of Prajna, where mind
comes to rest and sense organs have come to
rest. Now, when we get that state of mind we
have developed that highest power which is
similar to the state of the Ultimate. That is
all so far as posture is concerned.
Secondly, you have to develop prayer. Our
prayer is very important. Our prayer as stated
by Master has only 3 sentences. It is not long,
putting forth all the grievances and asking for
all favours. It is not even a prayer for
calmness, because calmness is not our goal.
Calmness is an incentive and a preparation for
reaching the goal. A man who is anxious or in
trouble can never reach the goal. He can commit
only more mistakes just as every student who
goes to an examination knows that in his anxiety
not to commit mistakes, actually commits more.
So also in spirituality calmness is necessary
but we cannot manufacture calmness by our
effort. This is where we realize the human
incapacity and that our will has a limitation
and we want the help of God to give us that
condition to connect us with Him. Now prayer is
the request to God humbly and with an amount of
humility that He should take up the work of Yoga
or connection. And that is why in our prayer we
call to God 'Thou art the real goal of Human
Life'. We have fixed the goal. The goal is God
or God's state. I fully emphasize 'God's state'
is more important than God. For the attitude of
becoming God has produced more asuras than Gods.
A God's state will be attained by people who
have actually arrived at His condition, a
condition of absolute repose with God. That is
why God's state is important than God. That is
why we say, Thou art the real goal of human
life. But there I would say only God's state.
Because peace is considered to be the state of
absolute perfection and we know that we cannot
arrive at that condition unless our desires are
removed. The desires which we have, the wishes
which we obtain - are all opposed to our
attaining, God because we are finite, limited
and our aspirations are for small things and for
Godly state. So we try our level best to get rid
of these desires and wishes. We are slaves to
them, because we obey our wishes and our wishes
never obey us. That is why we say 'we are slaves
of our wishes' and we are not able to escape
from their bondage. The worst bondage that man
suffers is from his wishes which command him to
run about in the world to try to make money and
desire pleasure and become slaves of those
wishes. There could be no greater bondage than
the bondage of pleasures which have become
habits. So we have to get rid of that and the
more we try to get rid of them the more they
become our masters. Even in the great sanyasins
who are said to have renounced their desires and
all that, corruptitious wishes entered telling
them that there is mankind and that they have to
serve man. I believe God alone has that skill.
We can serve individuals and ourselves to
certain extent. And that is why we find that
some of the greatest saints fell victims to the
great desire of becoming Saviours of Humanity.
Avatar is one of those things which they aim at
and we may say an avatar is good. But it is a
responsibility which a finite thing cannot get.
So wishes in every form have to be surrendered,
and I do not know how to surpass them. The more
I try to throw them out the more subtle they
enter into me. These desires can only be removed
by God. So I have to request to God in my prayer
'please remove all the obstacles in my
progress'. Some say desires are to be cured of
egoism. But actually the cure of desire is God.
In our system, Master has stated, there are
11 circles of egoism and no person seems to have
got rid of them without the help of God. If the
worlds of maya are there, greater maya is egoism
and that is why we have to get rid of these
wishes once and for all. By our saying that we
are giving up those wishes we do not help
ourselves. It requires the work from within and
that work God alone can do.
So we come to the last line of the prayer.
'Master thou art the only God and Power to bring
us upto that State'. That is why I said that
'Thou art the real goal of human life' means
'Your condition of being transcendent to every
wish or desire that breeds egoism and breeds
bondage'. That is why in the last line we put
the idea that Master is the only God and power
to bring us upto that state. So this prayer when
it is humbly told, involves surrender to God
saying 'I surrender to God'. I have used my
knowledge and have become blind. That is why our
knowledge is our knowledge, because it breeds
egoism it breeds desire. Our knowledge today is
subservient to desire and instrument to desire,
even as our consciousness. Therefore, this must
be abandoned and we cannot abandon it merely by
saying 'I have abandoned it'. Sloth is not equal
to consciousness. Our giving up action does not
produce liberation, because the knowledge which
we are getting through our consciousness and
through efforts of our own of the outer world or
even of Gods is ego-centred. That is why we say
that there is only that Supreme Being, the
Transcendent Being, who is the origin of our
existence who ought to be sought to bring us
back to that condition which is fearless and
desireless, and infinite. This prayer is
absolutely necessary in our system.
Next comes a very important problem. Should I
think that God in some form or should I think of
Him without form? If we think about the God, I
think it has to be formless. But if we think of
Master, who is doing it I believe we have to
have a form, the form of the Master. The
difference is this, the God is transcendent but
the Guru is one who has come down to help us and
when this descent or avatar happens he takes up
a form. That form would be mainly a form which
makes it possible for the divine to conduct
himself in our heart or pour out that force or
that higher Pranahuti into us. So he takes that
which is conducive to its being used for the
purpose of connecting the individual soul with
the Ultimate. Now that is no equivalent to the
Guru. I should avoid the word Guru and say that
it is Master who knows to put the energy into us
or connect us with God in His ultimate state. So
the Master in the Human form is a link, a living
link between God and ourselves. In this system
Master insists on this particular aspect. We
advise at later stages when the faith has
developed in us that we should meditate upon a
human form. In the earlier stages one is
reluctant to accept and it is reasonable for any
person to ask 'how do I know that your Master
has reached the Ultimate state'. We tell them
that they may think about the Ultimate and pray
to Him to come and help them. When He does come
in the form in which we wanted we would ask him
to appear in other forms. The worship of the
transcendence and the impersonal or non-personal
or non-form God is compelled at one stage to use
or recognize a human personality who has come as
the Person who can take us along with him. Now
that is why the meditation on a real Master. One
who actually connects us with the God is
necessary. How do we know this capacity? Only by
actual testing. There is no point in
argumentation on whether a non-personal God is
real and personal God is imperfect. Some say
meditation in a personal God is not correct
because the person is imperfect. In what sense
is He imperfect? He may not be perfect because
he has to eat, has to attend to his calls of
nature, and has to attend to his duties. But is
that the reason for our choosing Him as the
object of our meditation? We choose him for the
simple reason that he can connect us with God,
can give us Pranahuti which is the transcending
force which enters into our being, purifying us
till we reach the state of merging with the
Ultimate Being itself. If he can do that he is
perfect, whatever may be his imperfections in
other respects. A man may be a great scholar but
a bad advisor in politics. He is great in one
field but not so in all fields. A Master is a
Master. If we expect him to be invulnerable,
that he shall not be burnt, blown away and all
the rest of the things. I think that is
unreasonable. The limitation is limitation of
man. We are all imperfect and the Divine takes a
human body and yet connects us with the Divine.
The idea is that it is possible for every
imperfect being to connect himself with God and
not say that it is impossible for us to connect
with God. Many people tell me that it is not
possible for us to connect ourselves with God
and if one can do that he must be a godly
person. But I am an ordinary man. We may be
imperfect like anybody, but it is possible for
us to connect ourselves with God and not only
connect ourselves with God here and now but also
to attain a state of God or His very condition
even here and now. It is just possible.
Our people used to say Sri Rama incarnated as
a man and took a vow that he shall appear like a
man in this world. The idea is that we can
become like Rama. But we have immediately made
him a God, made him an entity and we never
strove to become like him except for wrong
things, perhaps listening to a foolish uncle or
father or mother. And when Sri Krishna took the
human body again he went about telling every
body that he is a divine being appearing in the
human form. It is possible for us to have a
human appearance and divine functions. Yet we
tried to say that Sri Krishna is different from
us and with what cheek we want to love him? That
is really a marvellous inconsistency. And that
is why the worship of the Master in human form
is admissible and perhaps counselled even when
we believe that He is actually introducing the
Divine Force and helping the Divine force to
help us reach the Ultimate. The Divine evolution
is set up by that introduction. That is why we
consider in a limited sense any person to be a
God who is capable of taking us to that stage.
If he can take us to that stage he must be a
God. Who can say whether he can take up to the
higher stage? It is only we who should say this.
I believe that my Master is such an example for
the obvious reason that he has taken me to such
a stage. I believe most of us have the
experience with calmness even under limitations
of our own consciousness and we find that
desires are cut away by some subtle
consciousness of the Ultimate. We would justify
when thinking about our Master during Pranahuti
as the person who is introducing this force and
the supreme consciousness. But this is not a
counsel for all. Ultimately the only Ultimate
Master is God himself. But we have accepted God
in the form of the Master. We may ask the
question whether God in his own personality can
help us. He can. But if a man has to be taken
and man has to be convinced that man can become
that, it is necessary for God to appear in the
form of man or Guru or Human personality. But
nature of personality will be really Divine.
This is just to show that he has connection with
the human by which human can be taken to its
highest level. That is why I have to say that in
meditation we can think about the Master as the
person who is giving us the perfect life to
reach a higher level. Now that would be a very
important step in meditative process. Our whole
idea is what we worship that we become. To
meditate on Master who has reached that Ultimate
being or perfect truth and who has merged
himself in the Divine is necessary because we
would become like him. 'Let me become like him'
would be justified only when we worship God in
that form by which he has been able to give us
this new force of connecting with God himself
and finally takes us to that position or His
consciousness.
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